The Mercury World

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Its all in my destiny

Received some disappointing news yesterday. Finally got my results back. Got a class 2A. Well not that I expected myself to get a first class but I hoped to scrape pass to get it. Its more of the fear of others reaction if I don't. Its the pressure that other pple around me give. Being a Singaporean and a hons student in Microbiology, others always give you the pressure that its where its the easiest to get a class 1. Thats where I aim higher or far too high that what I am capable of. Before I started hons, I never felt it was at all possible to get a class 1. To me it was a impossible feat.
The thing is, I'm not feeling sad. I just feel disappointed thats all. Thinking about it, for someone who have not even achieved a GPA 6 in undergrad, a 80% is a tall order isn't it? At least my parents haven't said anything negative. In fact, mum was quite encouraging. She was more worried that I may have gotten a 2B. Mum felt that with my std of writing it was not very possible to do well. Mum felt it was all destiny.
Well now its time to job hunt. I can at least look forward to working and gaining experience b4 my next step. Just like Allan and Sam. They both have 2A but have gotten good jobs in my lab. So hopefully its not about the class but just the cert? Or is it just wishful thinking? But then, what will be will be! Like what mum said, its all in my destiny.

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